When
my wife and I were in Beijing in 2012, we visited a small memorial
and museum
dedicated to one of China's most famous and beloved novelists, Lao
She.
Tucked
away in the small alleys of old Beijing, the memorial was his
residence starting in 1950. Almost as soon as one departs from the
mundane and chaotic world of Beijing's alleys and crosses the
threshold into his former habitat, one can sense that this is a
sacred place, a place for reverence and remembering.
Part
of that sense comes from the attitude conveyed by the staff working
or volunteering there. One man in particular, the main caretaker I
think, had a spirit about him and his work that made this visit
unlike any other visit I've made to memorials, residences, temples,
and shrines in China.
He
was not just doing a job there, but somehow serving a mission. He was
more like an LDS temple president than a museum worker, and he was
delighted to have two people asking golden questions that allowed him
to share more.
At
the memorial and in subsequent reading, we learned that Lao She was a
member of a poor family in the Manchu minority that suffered and lost
much as the Han majority overthrew Manchu rule in China in the
founding of the Republic.
As
he grew and matured, he was a patriot who spoke out against foreign
intrusions in his own land. During the Second Sino-Japanese War
(1937-45), he led an organization of writers in boldly speaking out
against their invaders.
Later,
after living in the U.S., he would return to China to add his
strength to rebuild China as the Revolution was moving forward.
Though loyal to China, in 1966, during the darkest days of the tragic
Cultural Revolution, a foreign couple would interview him and quote
him as saying something critical of the Party.
Hours
after the published account was read and reported to authorities, Red
Guard soldiers came to his home and beat him. According to some
accounts, they destroyed some of his works and promised to return
tomorrow to continue their vengeance for his alleged crime.
Feeling
all was lost and not willing to bring any further shame upon himself
and his household, he left and apparently drowned himself in nearby
Taiping Lake that evening, August 24, 1966. Or perhaps he was
"suicided" — helped along in the suicide.
It
was a terrible time and a painful loss for the world.
Lao
She was actually a Christian, though his belief in God and Christ has
not been highly publicized by the Party here in China. His connection
with Christianity is also a secret in Wikipedia and
Britannica,
though perhaps that missing fact will be added sometime soon.
Some
doubt remains about the exact time of Lao She’s conversion to
Christianity but it is certain that he did become a Christian at one
time or another. From the facts available it seems more likely that
it was before, rather than after, his visit abroad [to London in
1924].
From
all that has been said earlier in this chapter, Lao She’s life
seems to have been extremely difficult before 1924. He gave up his
job and was not able to marry the girl he loved; he was poor and his
work was taxing. He could easily have lost faith in the new
Republican China, which took away much more than the Manchu pension
from his mother. It had taken away Lao She’s identity. He had
to search for a new value system; and the self-denying Christian
faith, which provided ultimate hope to its followers, may have proved
the spar that saved him from drowning.
Frankly,
it appears that little is known about his conversion and his private
beliefs. It also seems unclear what role Christianity played in his
life after his voluntary return to an officially atheist nation. But
I'm pleased to count him as a Christian brother, secret or otherwise.
During
the inspiring visit to Lao She's memorial, I resolved to not forget
Lao She. Later I would purchase and read his most famous novel,
Rickshaw Boy in English and also Mandarin (finished the
English, over halfway through the Mandarin text). Brilliant,
beautiful, and depressing.
His
language is captivating and so effective, though I am surely still
missing much of the power that is there. My experience with Rickshaw
Boy has given me much to ponder.
By
the way, I am using the translation by Howard Goldblatt, which should
be the best one available. One popular early translation made radical
and inappropriate changes in the story. If you have read a version
with a happy ending, it was fake!
Since
he converted to Christianity prior to writing Rickshaw Boy, I
cannot help but wonder how Christianity influenced this work. While
the story is highly depressing as we watch a noble, diligent, and
wholesome young man face disasters and setbacks that lead him to give
up hope and abandon his principles that seemed to do him no good.
Rickshaw
Boy is about a young man named Xiangzi, which means “lucky
son.” The Chinese title is Luoto Xiangzi or Camel Xiangzi, a
reference to an early incident in his unlucky life. After diligently
saving money to buy his own rickshaw in Beijing, Xiangzi and his
rickshaw are seized by a group of soldiers and taken away to the
north of Beijing. Xiangzi is able to escape and is able to take 3
camels with him as he flees.
Finding
the camels actually is a stroke of luck that might have given him the
capital needed to buy a new rickshaw. Unfortunately, he is perhaps
too anxious to sell them and takes the first low offer he receives,
fetching a price of 60 yuan, about 40 yuan short of the price of a
rickshaw.
I
see the events relating to the camels as a sign of divine
intervention, a mysteriously “lucky” event that helped
Xiangzi move forward. His lot was hard, but there was hope in the
midst of trouble. Later, he encounters another blessing in finding an
employer, Mr. Cao, who is a noble Confucian gentleman with kindness
and high values.
Life
looks good and Xiangzi is close to having enough cash to buy his own
rickshaw again. Unfortunately, a corrupt detective who is tracking
Mr. Cao threatens Xiangzi and takes the money he has been saving (all
except the money from the camels, which had been entrusted to the
master of a rickshaw rental house).
In
this scene, though, there was evidence of hope. Mr. Cao, spooked by
the presence of a detective tracking him and knowing that he had a
political enemy, gave Xiangzi instructions on how to go back home,
warn his family, and help them rapidly escape before the threat of
arrest could come.
Mr.
Cao told Xiangzi that if he suffered any loss in this matter, then he
would make it up to him. Xiangzi, though, after being intimidated by
the detective, fails to stay true to his commission and flees, as
instructed by the detective.
The
detective tells Xiangzi that it is no use looking out for the Caos
and needs to just think of himself and his own well being. By the
time his conscience leads him to come back to the Cao family home, he
is too late, and the Caos have fled to some other city.
Had
he been less selfish, less focused on himself and more on his duty,
Mr. Cao apparently would have helped Xiangzi and reimbursed him for
the loss from the detective’s theft. A means for delivery had
been provided, but Xiangzi failed in his moral duty and, in my
opinion, was unable to receive the blessing prepared for him.
Later,
Xiangzi faces further disasters, but also further blessings and, with
each disaster, opportunities for escape, if only he would stick to
his morals or seek advice from others.
His
failure to get outside opinions on his difficulties and his lack of
connection to others, due to his selfish focus on his own needs,
resulted in much unnecessary loss, including being tricked into a
terribly unhappy marriage by a girl who had seduced him and then
pretended to be pregnant.
Getting
advice from almost anyone else could have helped him deal with this
problem with less pain.
Some
see Rickshaw Boy as a depressing story that points to the
hopelessness of the poor, even those who are able to work with great
diligence and energy. Others see it as a message supporting the
claims of socialism and the futility of individualism. The closing
paragraph seems to emphasize that point:
Respectable,
ambitious, idealistic, self-serving, individualistic, robust, and
mighty Xiangzi took part in untold numbers of burial procession s but
could not predict when he would bury himself, when he would lay this
degenerate, selfish, hapless product of a sick society, this
miserable ghost of individualism, to rest.
Xiangzi
had been a victim of a sick society and of external evil, suffering
theft from soldiers and a detective, abuse from his employers,
deception from a woman, and other wrongs. But none of these wrongs
were so devastating as to end all hope or leave him with no recourse
but abandonment of principles. It was selfishness that ended his
hopes most fully.
His
victimhood from outside forces is symbolized, in my opinion, by the
scar on his head that he received as a boy. While he was napping, a
donkey bit him, leaving a scar that ran from his cheekbone to his
right ear.
He
was marked for misfortune, it seems, and when things got worse for
him, his scar became more visible and finally becoming “spidered”
with wrinkles during the difficult time living with the wife he
despised, the one who tricked him into marriage.
The
scar on his cheek also helped the detective recognize Xiangzi as his
former conscripted colleague in the group of soldiers that took his
rickshaw, making it easier to extort Xiangzi.
Perhaps
the scar symbolizes the unavoidable impact of external factors that
can destroy that which is material, but it was his entire countenance
that changed for the worse when he abandoned principles. Xiangzi’s
scar reminds me of the scars Christ received, a symbol of what He
suffered at the hands of others, and what He conquered in the end. We
cannot avoid scars and injury, but we can choose how we react.
When
Xiangzi made the decision to abandon his principles and give up
goodness, he blamed goodness itself for his trouble:
“…so
what is so great about proper behavior anyway?” He was
beginning to chart a new course for himself, one in direct opposition
to that of the old Xiangzi.: He would cheat customers, be rude on the
street, take advantage of people whenever possible, etc., all of
which he felt would help him enjoy life more. “All right: since
being conscientious, respectable, and ambitious was a waste of time,
living like a no-account rascal was not a bad option.” In fact,
it was “heroic.” “Fearing neither heaven nor earth,
he’d no longer bow down or suffer in silence. He owed that to
himself. Goodness turns a man bad.”
Goodness
was not the problem. It was selfishness and despair.
Shortly
before this tragic turn in his attitudes and values, he demonstrated
the ability to overcome the selfishness and materialism that had
fueled his single-minded quest to save money to buy a rickshaw, a
quest that is even called his “religion.”
The
young man who would never waste money or give it away felt a wave of
compassion in the presence of a decrepit old rickshaw man who came
into a tea house seeking a few minutes of reprieve from the bitter
cold of the Beijing winter. Responding to those feelings, Xiangzi ran
out to buy the man a dozen hot buns to give him and his young
grandson a meal.
It
was the best he had felt. That event reminds us that he had potential
to grow, to life others and himself, in spite of setbacks. That
experience was a moment of grace, both for him and the man and child
he served.
Another
example of grace being offered was his encounter with Mr. Cao after
his fall. He resolved to be better, and dared to face him. He was
greeted with warmth and given a second chance. The girl of his
dreams, whom he had deserted earlier in order to save enough money
for marriage, was a topic of the discussion and Mr. Cao offered a job
for her as well and a place to stay.
The
goodness of Mr. Cao and his mercy may be a symbol of God’s love
and enduring grace.
In
going to meet Mr. Cao, his former employer, the recently fallen
Xiangzi was penitent and resolved to abandon his evil ways and return
to the virtuous person he once was. He said: “Please, Mr. Cao,
be there, don’t let me come up empty.... Heaven won’t
desert Xiangzi, now that he’s turned his life around, will it?”
It
was a prayer that was answered, but in a complex way. Mr. Cao would
be there and would be as gracious as anyone could hope for. The final
challenge Xiangzi had to face, however, was to show that his
resolution to change was real, even when faced with the devastating
news that the girl he wanted to marry was dead.
He
failed that challenge, and sank even lower than before. But he had a
choice and the opportunity to change and improve, in spite of
sorrows.
Suddenly
there was hope, and Xiangzi rushed out to find the girl he had
neglected. Tragically, he learned that she had been forced into
prostitution and had committed suicide. With this final blow, Xiangzi
rejected the grace offered him, abandoned his repentance, and plunged
to new depths, never to return.
When
he previously rejected or walked away from the girl he loved, he
focused on his own goals and needs foremost. His selfishness
interfered with the chance he could have had to save her and live
happily with her, with kind assistance from Mr. Cao.
The
major setbacks in Xiangzi’s life were balanced with lucky
events such as finding camels or again encountering Mr. Cao, events
that had the potential to give him renewed hope, if only he would
adhere to virtuous principles and endure. The real tragedy was his
abandonment of virtue in the face of trouble. The real enemy was his
own selfishness.
One
speaker in the novel equates rickshaw men with a grasshopper tied to
a string. When grasshoppers join together in a great mass, they can
become unstoppable and devour all crops in their way, yet when tied
to a string, an individual grasshopper achieves nothing. Their
powerful wings have no value when tied down.
The
need for unity and cooperation among the rickshaw men to improve
their lot is one that many of them recognize, but none have the faith
or knowledge needed to take action. Xiangzi takes a step in that
direction not by agitating for reforms but by sharing to help a needy
brother, and it makes him feel better than he had ever felt.
One
of the most important Christian objectives that I think may be found
in Lao She’s book is making society aware of the challenges of
poverty among the workers in our own midst.
China
and all nations still have numerous rickshaw boys pursuing other
endeavors: today’s rickshaw boys may be cabbies, factory
workers, peddlers of food and cheap goods on the street, and others
who work long hours with little compensation. Rickshaw Boy
does much to bring their sorrows and hopes to light, that the rest of
us might be able to show more compassion.
It
is not an overtly Christian book, but as Christians, we can learn
much from it. Though it is rife with sorrow, we can learn from
Xiangzi’s mistakes and realize that there may be grace and hope
extended to us even in times of trouble. And I hope we will all learn
to better grasp the plight of the poor and do what we can to offer
hope and mercy to those in distress.
Jeff Lindsay has been defending the Church on the Internet since 1994, when he launched his
LDSFAQ website under JeffLindsay.com. He has also long been blogging about LDS matters on
the blog Mormanity (mormanity.blogspot.com). Jeff is a longtime resident of Appleton,
Wisconsin, who recently moved to Shanghai, China, with his wife, Kendra.
He works for an Asian corporation as head of intellectual property. Jeff and Kendra are the parents of 4 boys, 3 married and the the youngest on a mission.
He is a former innovation and IP consultant, a former professor, and former Corporate Patent
Strategist and Senior Research Fellow for a multinational corporation.
Jeff Lindsay, Cheryl Perkins and Mukund Karanjikar are authors of the book Conquering
Innovation Fatigue (John Wiley & Sons, 2009).
Jeff has a Ph.D. in Chemical Engineering from Brigham Young University and is a registered US
patent agent. He has more than 100 granted US patents and is author of numerous publications.
Jeff's hobbies include photography, amateur magic, writing, and Mandarin Chinese.