Don Quixote is a
loveable, eccentric, faith filled fellow who lives and sees the world
(in the fictional story, of course) very differently than most. He is
set on lifting the world beyond its more sorry state so that folks
may reside in a more chivalrous state, filled with morals and values
that count. Is he brilliant or crazy, or a little of both?
We know that “with
God all things are possible” (Matthew 19:26). While some
in the world choose to believe that Christ was a good man, a prophet,
or a figment of someone’s imagination, I trust that if you’re
reading this you have a testimony that Jesus Christ is the Son of
God. He is our Redeemer and Savior. He is the only begotten of the
Father, and our mediator to Him.
He taught that with God
all things are possible. I believe it to be true — even when,
sometimes, I am like doubting Thomas.
Elder Richard G. Scott
taught that, “Doubt is spiritual poison that stunts eternal
growth” (October 1979 General Conference). Ouch. Every
once in a while I need one of those super powered vacuum cleaners —
the spiritual and mental kind — to sweep through me a few
times, removing any remnants of that spiritual poison.
Doubt keeps me from my
goals, and keeps my goals from accepting me. I must move forward with
faith — nothing wavering — in order to carry the light of
faithful hope into a corner that is darkening my path. The
thought is simpler, perhaps, than the words I’m using.
Here:
I have to stop being my own worst enemy when doubt tries to sneak in.
Keeping the Holy Ghost with me allows the light of my testimony —
of my belief, and of my trust in good, valuable, righteous goals —
to shake out any questioning of heavenly dreams. My God is stronger
than any dark uncertainty.
Don
Quixote’s dream was one that made for a colorful life. If each
one of us held tight to our faith, and lived our dream that we can —
each one of us — make a difference for good in this world in
simple, day-to-day ways, wouldn’t this be a better world? Even
if some thought us off our rockers or out of touch with reality,
wouldn’t our lives somehow count a little more for those who
are inspired by our unwavering faith?
It’s
a gallant quest — one I love engaging in. Some may call me
silly. Too much of a Pollyanna. Unrealistic. One of too many old
fashioned windmills in a world that uses new technology. But some
things never go out of fashion, do they?
I have a
sneaking suspicion that there are many of us, though, who believe —
as did Hugh Nibley — that we may have a mind “open to
infinite possibilities.” (Of All Things,
Signature Books, 1981)
With the
open mind, comes an open heart in most cases. With the open heart
comes the greater faith. And the trust that there are no impossible
dreams.
We can be,
in some small sense, like Don Quixote (preferably with a keener sense
of wisdom and a much stronger sense of truth). Because of it,
we could deliver a little drop of joy here and a scent of sweetness
and hope there. People would smile a little more, and be uplifted
because of our small efforts. That would be good, wouldn’t
it?
Vickey Pahnke Taylor is a wife, mom, grandmother, teacher, author, and songwriter. Her
undergraduate study at BYU was musical theater. She has a Masters degree in interpersonal
communications.
A Billboard award-winning songwriter with hundreds of songs to her credit, she uses music as a
teaching tool. But her favorite way to use music has been to sing to her children. You should
hear the family's rousing versions of "Happy Birthday"!
In addition to three solo albums in the LDS market, she co-wrote "Women at the Well" with
Kenneth Cope and "My Beloved Christ: with Randy Kartchner. She is co-writer of the theme
song for Utah's Make-A-Wish foundation, the song for the Special Olympics program, and
EFY's theme song.
She writes for several online magazines and columns, and has authored several books. Her
website, www.goodnessmatters.com, is her way of continuing to grow goodness in the world,
pointing people gently toward Christ and eternal principles of truth.
She has spoken for the Church's various Youth and Family programs for 25 years. She and her
husband Dean have eight children and four grandchildren. She adores being a wife, mom and
grandmother. She loves flowers, brownies, cooking Italian and Southern foods, the ocean, and
laughing every chance she gets.
Vickey was baptized a member of the Church as a teenager in Virginia. She serves as gospel
doctrine teacher in her ward, and Dean serves on their stake high council.