"We seldom get into trouble when we speak softly. It is only when we raise our voices that the sparks fly and tiny molehills become great mountains of contention."
Sometimes my Nebraskan
roots show. Usually, I think I have fully assimilated into Virginia
culture. Then I find myself eating obscene quantities of corn on the
cob while reading Willa Cather, and I realize there are some parts of
Omaha that will always be a part of me.
My obsession with
Rainbow Rowell (yes, that is her real name) is one of those Omahan
traits that have stayed with me. I grew up reading her columns in the
Omaha World Herald, and after I left home, my mom would
periodically mail me some of her clips. Yes, I am old enough to have
my mom mail me physical newspaper clips in college. Moving on.
I love Rowell's
writing, so I'm ecstatic that she's expanded into fiction. In
Fangirl, Rowell takes on both college coming of age and
fanfiction (fiction featuring characters from another writer's books
or movies).
Cath is a bit of a
celebrity. Not in the physical world — she's painfully shy and
awkward. But she's developed a huge online following for her
fanfiction of Simon Snow, a Harry Potter-esque fiction series she
escaped into when her parents divorced.
The other constant in
her life is her twin sister, Wren, but now that they are off to
college at the University of Nebraska-Lincoln, Wren wants to create a
life separate from Cath, rooming separately and partying too hard.
Fangirl
chronicles Cath's often bumpy and awkward journey to love life in the
real world and develop her own voice as a writer.
Joining her for this
journey are her surly but loyal roommate Reagan, Reagan's friendly
and charming boyfriend (or one of them, anyway — Cath isn't
really sure how the relationship works), her dedicated and exacting
writing professor, and her talented writing partner. As always, her
characters are flawed but lovable, and their dialogue is witty and
engaging.
Cath learns that real
life is messy and complicated, but also beautiful and expanding. She
also learns to embrace her identity as a Simon Snow fan, while still
developing her own voice as a writer.
What I love most about
this book is that it also chronicles her journey back to the
important relationships in her life. Many “finding yourself”
books involve cutting your ties and focusing on yourself. Yes, Cath
starts her journey by having all her ties cut, but I loved that
finding herself also meant finding her way back to the people she
loves, and seeing them even more clearly.
I also loved that the
pacing felt like real life. It isn't a build to the grand moment
where you get the boy and vanquish the enemy and ride off into the
sunset. It is full of little victories and little struggles that ebb
and flow, and some dramas that aren't really resolved. It is not just
finding love, but keeping love, even when it is hard. And despite it
channeling real life, Fangirl stayed interesting because
Rowell's writing is just that strong.
Rowell loves to swear,
and her college students engage in stereotypical college debauchery,
like drinking and having sex (not graphic, but present).
I've enthusiastically
read all four books Rowell's published, and will continue reading
everything she writes. Her writing is witty, empathetic, and
swoon-worthy. This is coming from someone that hates chick flicks and
frankly feels a little embarrassed about swooning.
I may be a little
biased, but I have a feeling that you don't have to be from Omaha to
enjoy this book.
Read this book if...
You can relate to Cath's living
off protein bars for several months because her social anxiety and
the prospect of facing a cafeteria alone are a bad combination.
You're done with gorgeous, flashy
bad boys — Rowell makes a nice farm boy with a receding
hairline quite attractive.
You've ever had that awkward
social moment where you get a little too enthusiastic about
something that happened in a book (or that glorious social moment
where you find someone that is every bit as enthusiastic about it as
you).
Erin
Cowles is a mother of two, living in the Washington D.C. suburbs.
Before motherhood, she used her masters in library and information
science in a law firm library. Now she uses it to find good books for
her family at her local public library. She teaches part time for a
SAT prep company, where she enjoys the challenge of making rather
dull subject matter interesting and making college a reality for her
students. During women's history month, she profiles Mormon women
that inspire her at ldswomenshistory.blogspot.com.
Erin
currently serves as a counselor in her ward's primary
presidency.