It has become almost a requirement that when we bear our testimonies, we don't say, "I believe,"
but rather, "I know."
It is as if we had decided, collectively, that faith were not enough.
Yet it is faith, far more than knowledge, that the scriptures urge us to acquire.
Is there even a difference? At first glance, the difference might seem huge. Knowledge is
certain! Doesn't that imply that anything less than knowledge contains some degree of
uncertainty?
OK, Alice, it's time to go down the rabbit hole! Because this is where the craziness starts.
Let's start with the scriptural definition of "truth": "knowledge of things as they are, and as they
were, and as they are to come" (D&C 93:24). As a young student I was bothered by the
circularity of the definition -- we say we "know" something when we're sure our belief is true;
how, then, can we define "truth" as knowledge?
Now I understand how Joseph Smith had to struggle with the inadequacy of language in order to
explain even the simplest ideas.
We use "know" to mean so many things. "I know Ted," we say, and also "I know I'm right
about this"; and then there's "I know how to do it" and "I know Portuguese" and "I know why
that happened" and "I know the way" -- and in every case, the word "know" has a distinct
meaning.
The word "knowledge" in the definition of "truth" means "awareness" rather than "certainty."
Because certainty is such a deceptive little bunny.
We often place knowledge on a continuum: opinion, belief, faith, knowledge. If you're talking
about degrees of certainty, then this is a useful continuum.
When we say, "In my opinion," we're acknowledging that we might well be incorrect -- we are
not certain.
To say "I believe" or "I think" is stronger, but still we recognize that others believe or think
differently.
"Knowledge" is such intense certainty that we do not admit the possibility that we might be
wrong.
But these differences are in our feelings, and say nothing about our accuracy.
It's like the old joke among epistemologists: "Half the things I know are right, and half are
wrong. But half the time, I don't know which half is which."
It's possible to say "In my opinion, that candidate is lying," and be absolutely correct; and just as
possible to say, "I know my friend is not using drugs" and be absolutely wrong. Just because
you're so certain of something that you have not the slightest doubt doesn't mean you're right.
In fact, it's a core teaching of the Church that we are not even close to having all the truth that
there is to have: "The Lord is expanding the Saints' understanding," we sing, and in Primary we
learn to say "we believe that He will yet reveal many great and important things pertaining to the
Kingdom of God" (A of F 1:9).
If the Lord has yet to reveal "many great and important things," that means that at this moment
we do not know them -- are not aware of them. Yet they are great and important.
So when we bear testimony that we "know" the gospel is true, are we saying, "I am so certain of
the correctness of my current understanding of the gospel of Jesus Christ that I no longer expect
to learn anything more"? I hope not!
Maybe we're saying, "I am certain that the Church is the only way to obtain true information
about the meaning and purpose of life and our relationship with God."
But too often that comes with some corollaries. "Thus I will not consider information from any
other source" is a common one; so is, "Thus I will reject any information that seems to contradict
my current understanding of the gospel."
The second corollary puts us on dangerous ground. As soon as we get confused and think that
our current understanding of the gospel is the gospel, living prophets and new revelations are
useless to us: we aren't willing to listen.
That's why the Manifesto in 1890 and the revelation of 1978 on the priesthood both led to a
number of people leaving the Church. They "knew" the gospel was "true," you see -- but what
they really meant was that they believed their understanding of the gospel was complete.
Here's the single truth we learn from epistemology (the philosophy of knowledge): We don't
"know" anything, if by "knowing" we mean "having certainty of perfectly accurate
information."
We might believe in many true things, but we also believe in many false ones. For instance, we
get married in the belief that our partners will keep their wedding vows. Even if all of us have
equal certainty -- after all, we're betting our future lives on those promises! -- some of us turn
out to have been incorrect. And our degree of certainty might have little to do with our degree of
accuracy.
There's nothing wrong with saying we "know" the gospel is true -- as long as we recognize that
we're talking about our feelings. "Knowledge" is not superior to belief, and when the feeling of
certainty makes it impossible for us to learn new truth that revises our old understanding, it can
hurt us!
The reason the gospel stresses the vital importance of faith is simple: Faith is stronger and better
than knowledge. And that's what I'll talk about next week.
Orson Scott Card is the author of the novels Ender's Game, Ender's
Shadow, and Speaker for the Dead, which are widely read by adults and
younger readers, and are increasingly used in schools.
Besides these and other science fiction novels, Card writes contemporary
fantasy (Magic Street,Enchantment,Lost Boys), biblical novels (Stone Tables,Rachel and Leah), the American frontier fantasy series The Tales of Alvin Maker
(beginning with Seventh Son), poetry (An Open Book), and many plays and
scripts.
Card was born in Washington and grew up in California, Arizona, and
Utah. He served a mission for the LDS Church in Brazil in the early 1970s.
Besides his writing, he teaches occasional classes and workshops and directs
plays. He also teaches writing and literature at Southern Virginia University.
Card currently lives in Greensboro, North Carolina, with his wife,
Kristine Allen Card, and their youngest child, Zina Margaret.