"We seldom get into trouble when we speak softly. It is only when we raise our voices that the sparks fly and tiny molehills become great mountains of contention."
A
few weeks after moving to Wisconsin long ago, Canada geese flew over
my home and woke me up in time to get our family up and off to church
on a Sunday morning when I had failed to set my alarm properly. It
was our first stake conference in Wisconsin.
We
arrived about 10 minutes early. As I walked in the door, I was
greeted and given a program for the meeting. I tossed out a little
joke to a nearby stake leader (I think it was the stake president) as
I took the program: "I always like to check these to see if I'm
speaking."
As
I opened the program, I saw my name printed as one of the speakers.
Surprised but not flustered, I checked on the recommended theme with
the stake president.
I
was grateful for each of the extra 10 minutes I had to prepare. I was
also grateful for the geese! Showing up 10 minutes late, as might
have happened without their unusual assistance, could have been
unpleasantly embarrassing and may have left me unnecessarily
irritated at my some wonderful leaders who somehow forgot to call me
about the talk. I felt like the talk turned out O.K. and was grateful
for the experience.
I've
learned to enjoy giving talks on the fly and don't mind filling in,
though I'm usually happier with my talks when I've got a few days to
think them over. But sometimes the on-the-fly talks come with some
pleasant surprises of their own, as I experienced on a recent Sunday
when I reflected upon that distant Wisconsin experience as I
scrambled to prepare something.
I
was sitting on the stand as a visitor from the District in a local
branch's sacrament meeting, when the branch president asked me to
fill in for a speaker. The recommended theme was Easter. As I
pondered the role of Christ and the meaning of Easter, I chose to
focus on deliverance from captivity.
For
this theme, I love how the Book of Mormon emphasizes the deliverance
that Christ brings, so I picked a couple of passages from that
volume.
I
also recalled a book I had read about an LDS man who became a
prisoner of war in World War II, A Distant Prayer,
but couldn't remember the name of the author. I wanted to say
something more specific about it,
so, recalling that I had mentioned
it in a blog post on Mormanity,
I had just enough time to access my ExpressVPN service on my cell
phone to pull up Mormanity and find the post.
Ah,
it even had an excerpt. I read it quickly and had it ready to use in
my talk, if time permitted.
After
introducing the theme of captivity, I discussed the many forms of
captivity people can face. Even in the midst of apparent freedom, as
we enjoy to a surprisingly high degree in China, there are people in
deep captivity.
It
may be the captivity that comes through an addiction or through the
sense of being trapped in an unhealthy and harmful relationship.
Financial burdens and debt can create captivity. Sometimes physical
challenges and other barriers can make people feel trapped.
There
are many forces and pressures around us and within us that can
threaten our liberty. For all of us, in various degrees of captivity,
there is hope through the Atonement of Christ.
I
mentioned how deliverance from captivity is a major Book of Mormon
theme. I mentioned the Book of Mosiah, which is filled with stories
of captivity and deliverance. I pointed out that even the name Mosiah
is a perfect name to use for that book because it appears to be the
Hebrew word mosiach
which can mean deliverer (see John Welch, "What
Was a 'Mosiah'?").
But
for my favorite Book of Mormon passage on deliverance, I discussed
Alma 36. I began with verses 1 and 2 which refer to "remembering
the captivity of our fathers" who were in bondage, and none
could deliver them except God.
Then
I jumped to end of the chapter, to verses 28-30, where we read of how
God delivered their fathers out of Egypt and bondage, and had
delivered them from bondage and captivity from time to time, where we
again are told to retain in remembrance the captivity of our fathers,
mirroring the admonishment at the beginning.
In
fact, I pointed out how the whole chapter is arranged in a mirror
image, with concepts at the beginning reflected in reverse order at
the end, with a complex and poetic structure known in ancient Hebraic
poetry, which we call chiasmus,
after the Greek letter chi,
which is shaped like an X showing a top and bottom sections that are
mirror images of each other, reflected about a central point that is
often given special emphasis in a Hebraic chiasm.
This
chapter, this poem, in Alma 36 tells the story of Alma's captivity.
Not captivity in prison, but captivity to sin and the pains of hell.
As
he faced his guilt and recognized the horror of his sin in having
fought against God, he fell into three days of anguish where he
experienced "the pains of a damned soul." But his
description of his pain mirror the description of his joy once he
finds deliverance and forgiveness, which occurs at the central pivot
point of this chapter.
In
verses 17 and 18, as he suffers, he recalls having heard of "one
Jesus Christ, a Son of God, to atone for the sins of the world,"
and he then turns to Christ, crying in his heart: "O Jesus, thou
Son of God, have mercy on me…" and swiftly finds
deliverance, remembering his sins no more and instead of pain,
anguish, and terror at the thought of facing God, he finds joy and
yearns for His presence.
He
found deliverance from sin and death through Christ, as can we, no
matter how much despair our current captivity brings, no matter how
challenging our current situation seems.
At
this point, I felt like I needed to add the story of Joseph Banks and
his deliverance detailed in A Distant Prayer. I mentioned that
this gives his actual story of years of captivity, painful and
difficult, but filled with blessings and even miracles to help him
survive and cope, and ultimately find freedom. There is much we can
learn from his lesson.
At
the beginning of his story, he miraculously survives being shot down
over Germany. Actually, he wasn't shot down — his plane was
accidentally blown up by a fellow B-17 that dropped its bombs on his
plane after that other plane took a hit on an engine that slowed it
down as it started to release its bombs. Brother Banks was knocked
unconscious for a while after the first bomb struck his plane. Then
when he came to, he writes:
[I]t
took me a few moments to figure out what was going on.... I found
myself in a tubular section of the fuselage that was open on both
ends, spinning in the air as we fell towards the ground four miles
below....
I was relieved to feel that my parachute was in
place, but I couldn't use it because I was stuck against the wall of
the fuselage, held there by the centrifugal force.... I couldn't get
out. I'd try to get up only to be forced back against the wall. In
desperation I looked down and saw one of my crewmates lying next to
me. I reached out and touched him, but he didn't move. Apparently the
explosion had killed him.
I
knew that I had to muster every ounce of energy I had or I would go
down to my death in that section of the aircraft. I tried several
times, but to no avail. I was just too weak to pull free, and so the
only thing I could do was pray. I asked the Lord to please help me
get out somehow. I said it out loud, the words choking in my throat,
but He heard me anyway.
At
this point I realized his story was more appropriate for my talk than
I had realized. Suddenly I was deeply touched by the image of an
airman being pinned by powerful forces in a wrecked plane as it was
spinning wildly out of control, plummeting toward the earth. He
wanted to move, to escape, to get out and jump for freedom and use
his parachute, but he was pinned, unable to move.
I
realized at that moment that the same can happen in our lives in
situations where we feel we are spinning out of control and unable to
escape. Sometimes the forces pinning us down are simply too great for
us to overcome — on our own.
For
Joseph Banks and for us, there is still one source of deliverance. He
turned to God, as we must. And God heard his prayer for help. He
explains what happened next:
Suddenly,
as clear and as calm as if she was standing right next to me in the
living room of our home, I heard the voice of my wife Afton say,
"Joe, look down at your legs and you'll see that there's cable
holding them. Pull the cable!" That's all she said.
I
looked around, but couldn't see anyone. Even though I was stunned, I
looked down and sure enough there was a cable lying across my legs. I
reached down and pulled it with all my might.
At
first nothing happened, but then I was suddenly sucked out of the
fuselage and started freefalling. I later learned that the cable was
attached to two pins that held an escape hatch door. When I pulled
them loose, the door separated from the fuselage.
Talk
about incredible. It probably took a second or two for me to get over
the shock of being hit by the wind, but then I realized that I was
falling backwards through space.
Yes,
his parachute worked, allowing him to land in enemy territory —
where angry villagers surrounded him and probably would have killed
him if a couple of German guards (also not especially nice) had not
taken him away for interrogation. This was just the beginning of his
troubles and the beginning of the miracles he would experience before
finding deliverance from captivity in Germany.
I
love that story, and felt like it added an important dimension to my
talk. It was a pleasant surprise for me as I read it and applied it.
Our
deliverance from the challenges we face may also take a great deal of
patience, but we can find deliverance from sin quickly as we turn
fully to Christ.
I
closed by sharing my personal conviction and witness that Jesus is
the Christ, our Savior, Redeemer. He is the Messiah and the Mosiach,
source of deliverance. May we have faith in Him and trust in the
power of His Redemption and deliverance.
Jeff Lindsay has been defending the Church on the Internet since 1994, when he launched his
LDSFAQ website under JeffLindsay.com. He has also long been blogging about LDS matters on
the blog Mormanity (mormanity.blogspot.com). Jeff is a longtime resident of Appleton,
Wisconsin, who recently moved to Shanghai, China, with his wife, Kendra.
He works for an Asian corporation as head of intellectual property. Jeff and Kendra are the parents of 4 boys, 3 married and the the youngest on a mission.
He is a former innovation and IP consultant, a former professor, and former Corporate Patent
Strategist and Senior Research Fellow for a multinational corporation.
Jeff Lindsay, Cheryl Perkins and Mukund Karanjikar are authors of the book Conquering
Innovation Fatigue (John Wiley & Sons, 2009).
Jeff has a Ph.D. in Chemical Engineering from Brigham Young University and is a registered US
patent agent. He has more than 100 granted US patents and is author of numerous publications.
Jeff's hobbies include photography, amateur magic, writing, and Mandarin Chinese.