"We seldom get into trouble when we speak softly. It is only when we raise our voices that the sparks fly and tiny molehills become great mountains of contention."
It
felt good to be all dressed up and going out with my friends on a
school night. I chattered with Vanessa, Kara, Heidi, and Krista, who
were all to my left, while determinedly ignoring the couple sitting
to my right. So
awkward.
Still, they didn’t pay any attention to me and I didn’t
pay any attention to them, so no matter.
The
theatre was nearly full. I thumbed through my program, checked my
Facebook, talked to Vanessa some more, checked the time on my phone.
Why did these sorts of things always start late?
At
last the lights began to dim, the orchestra quieted, and a prayer was
said before the production began. Then the first few actors walked
out onto the stage.
From
our place in the balcony, we had a pretty good vantage point to see
everything that was happening. I was so excited. I’d never seen
Phantom
of the Opera onstage
before, just the movie, so BYU’s production of it seemed like
as good a time as any to do so. The first note reverberated through
the theatre, through me, and I settled into my seat happily, thinking
oh,
this is going to be so good.
I was glad for an escape from the rigors of winter semester classes,
which had been accelerating steadily, and for the next few hours
forgot all about them.
But
it didn’t last long. When Phantom
was over, we walked out of the Harris Fine Arts Center, which was
within sight of most of the buildings in which we had classes, across
the street and up the hill to our warmly lit dorm building. The walk
barely took five minutes.
This
is my life now. It’s a little strange being so close to
everywhere I’d ever really need to go when I’m used to a
fifteen-minute drive to get anywhere. Instead, I’m walking to
get pretty much everywhere on campus, as well as to some of the
places that are nearby. Such proximity can be, like almost anything
about college life, a good thing or a bad thing; generally it’s
a good thing because I can run out the door five minutes before my
class starts and still be on time, but bad, very bad, when I get
restless and tire of the same scenery every day.
There
are times during which it is evident that the world I inhabit is
tiny. My life is essentially contained within a hamster cage; the
mountains are the walls, the BYU Creamery the little food tray from
which I glean nourishment, the buildings on campus intellectual (and
sometimes physical) wheels through which I run endlessly.
Any
other freshman who doesn’t have a car will likely have a good
idea as to what I’m referring, because for the most part that’s
what the freshman experience is like. The dorms are our world; we are
essentially babysat by our RAs; and for the most part, other freshmen
are the only people with whom we interact and socialize. On occasion,
some kind car-owning soul will take pity on you and drive you
off-campus for a short span of time; however, for the most part you
live, eat, sleep, learn, and play in the same space for weeks on end.
Which
is perfectly fine, of course. No one needs
to
leave campus. There are plenty of groceries at the creamery, supplies
for anything you can think of at the bookstore. There are plenty of
various shenanigans to get up to on campus if you know about them.
There’s the International Cinema, which features movies from
around the world; or the Museum of Art, Divine Comedy shows or the
various activities going on in the Wilk. You could even explore the
library for fun, if you really wanted to. Why anyone would want to
leave when they have such wonderful resources of food and fun within
a five-minute walk, I can’t imagine.
Except
that when you’re like me, you can never stay cooped up in one
place for too long—even if it’s a campus as large as this
one. You have to constantly be creating new adventures and finding
new ways to turn the hamster cage upside-down. Otherwise, you will
get bored even with the exciting occurrences all over campus and be
condemned to the average life of the average freshman, busily doing
homework, hanging out in the dorms, and doing nothing but watching
movies every weekend.
It
definitely can get monotonous, going to the same buildings day after
day, running through the same wheels in the hamster cage. The funny
thing is, though, that although my world seems to have shrunk to
encompass just a small segment of Provo, the effect has been an
expansion of my horizons. Because we have been grounded to campus, my
friends and I have been having to become much more creative in
finding things to do without getting too bored.
I
myself have been realizing that, although living on campus can and
sometimes does feel like being stuck perpetually in one place, it
does several things: one, it teaches you to be self-sufficient in
learning how to get places on your own; two, it makes you appreciate
even more the kindness of those who on occasion are willing to take
the time out of their day to drive you somewhere. And, perhaps best
of all, you learn to create your own adventures, an invaluable skill
in its own right. My life might feel like it's contained within a
hamster cage right now, but if I have any say in that, it's going to
be the most adventuresome hamster cage ever. All it takes is learning
to change up the wheels once in a while.
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